DreamGirl

You want all my love and my devotion
You want my loving soul right on the line
I have no doubt that I could love you forever
The only trouble is you really don't have the time

You've got one night only, one night only, that's all you have to spare
One night only, let's not pretend to care
One night only, one night only, come on big baby come on
One night only, we only have 'til dawn

In the mornin' this feelin' will be gone
It has no chance goin' on
Something so right has got no chance to live
So let's forget about chances, its one night I will give

One night only, one night only, you'll be the only one
One night only, then you'll have to run, oh
One night only, one night only, there's nothin' more to say
One night only, words get in the way
One night only, one night only, one night only.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BUbUqx5qSrc 

I'm sure she doesn't know
How to touch you like I would
I beat her at that one good
Don't you think so?
She's almost 6 feet tall
She must think I'm a flea
I'm really a cat you see
And it's not my last life at all

So don't bother
I won't die of deception
I promise you won't ever see me cry
Don't feel sorry

And don't bother
I'll be fine
But she's waiting
The ring you gave to her will lose its shine
So don't bother, be unkind
 

My dearest
I've missed you very very much since that last night we were together
And will hold that night especially in my memories for years to come
I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately
I've read you're letter through at least 4 times
And will probably read it more times before I'm through
I've been sitting here
Looking at you're picture and getting more home sick every minute
I've wanted that picture more than anything else I know of
Except of course you, you're self
I keep thinking of you darling
I keep wishing I could be home with you
I want to leave in the worst possible way so I could come home to see you But:
Things don't look to good on that subject
This war has spoiled a lot of things for everyone I guess
I've never been so lonesome in my life as I am right now
I'm completely lost without you darling
I never realized I could miss anyone person so much
I just hope it won't be too much longer till I'm able to be with you again
And live a sane and normal life.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T5O2mDrqJoo

Ayer le dije: 

"No te vayas nunca".

IN SOMEBODY ELSE'S SKY

Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did.
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn

Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything.
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can drop away

And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...
Uh huh... uh huh... ooh...

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, can't it be mine.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JfhsRIDh1RQ 

-La última vez que menciono algo sobre vos.

I know I did us bouth all so wrong,

I know that I'm not always all that strong.

Can I hold you one last time?

To fight the fear that is growing in my mind.

(Now I can hardly remember her face;

Before I met her, I was sad)

Porque suena el timbre, y bajo expectante. Ya sé quién me espera tras esa puerta. Después de meses, vuelvo a reconocerlo esperándome a travéz del vidrio. Y nuestras miradas se encuentran, pero no nuestros labios. El regalo prometido en sus manos; la esperanza de un mundo mejor en su sonrisa. Pero por primera vez no estaremos solos. Sube las escaleras, saluda a mi familia. Oh, ojalá pudiera quedarse aquí conmigo. Todo parece tan natural. Preparo dos tazas de té y lo conduzco a mi cuarto (como si no conociera cada centímetro de mi habitación, mi colchón). Un simple intercambio de palabras, al compás de un acústico de Soda. Y mis ojos se encuentran con los suyos, y retengo mis ganas de decirle todo. No se acerca, no me acerco; entre nosotros, un infinito. Presiento que se acerca la hora; su partida se aproxima, y no puedo hacer nada para que se quede. No puede desearme. "Una eternidad esperé este instante, y no lo dejaré escapar.." resuena en mi interior, acompañado de la voz de Cerati. Nadie podría haberlo explicado mejor. Una eternidad esperé que estuviera acá; si tan solo pudiera quererme. Su corazón busca a aquella que le dejó el dibujo en su cuarto. Imagino su piel rozando y un escalofrío me recorre el cuerpo. Aquella que busqué incansablemente, que encontré, que analicé y me decepcioné. "Un sorbo de distracción, buscando descifrarnos. No hay nada mejor, no hay nada mejor que casa. Té para tres" gritan suavemente mis parlantes. Y es que eso es lo que somos, Té para Tres. Porque lo reclamo como mío, porque me abandona como suya. Y parece adivinar lo que pienso, porque su cara cambia notablemente cuando esto se me viene a la mente. O tal vez sea mi rostro el que grita lo que siento. Lo necesito como mío; pero sólo puedo describirnos como Las tazas sobre el mantel; la lluvia derramada. Un poco de miel, un poco de miel no basta..
Porque en realidad, lo que tuvo la descencia de traer hasta mi casa, es el Cheescake del adiós. Adiós y hasta nunca implícito.

LA PUTA HISTORIA DE NUESTRA VIDA

This morning, you wake, a sun ray hits your face 
Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction  
Hush baby, speak softly, tell me I'll be sorry  
That you pushed me into the coffee table last night 
So I can push you off me
Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me  
Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy  
Baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me 
Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me
Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the  
Destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we  
Know that no matter how many knives we put in each others backs 
That we'll have each others backs 'cause we're that lucky
Together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills  
You hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'? 
 I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count  
But together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain
Our love is crazy, we're nuts but I refused counselin'  
This house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand  
Square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it  
With you I'm in my fuckin' mind, without you, I'm out it..

SOJA - YOU AND ME

Duelen las quemaduras bajo el agua fría.
Como cuando arden mis llamas
y congelan tus vientos.

Why do you make me chase you around?
So I start it, and you stop it
I want it knowing that you're walking away..

Cubre el maquillaje su falta de amor.
- https://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&feature=endscreen&v=ocDlOD1Hw9k

AND THERE'S NO WAY THAT I AM WHAT SHE NEEDS NOW. I'M JUST A PASSING GLANCE; NOT FOR SURE, BUT A CHANCE

She don't call me one and only
No, she just calls me when
She gets lonely, something I do gets
Her there so feel better and get well
There's no love without this pain.

WHY NOT KILL MYSELF?

The debate was wearing me out. Once you've posed that question, it won't go away. I think many people kill themselves simply to stop the debate about whether they will or they won't.

Anything I thought or did was immediately drawn into the debate. Made a stupid remark--why not kill myself? Missed the bus--better put an end to it all. Even the good got in there. I liked that movie--maybe I shouldn't kill myself.

Actually, it was only part of myself I wanted to kill: the part that wanted to kill herself, that dragged me into the suicide debate and made every window, kitchen implement, and subway station a rehearsal for tragedy.

I didn't figure this out, though, until after I'd swallowed the fifty aspirin. They were metaphorical. I wanted to get rid of a certain aspect of my character. I was performing a kind of self-abortion with those aspirin. It worked for a while. Then it stopped,-but I had no heart to try again.

Dame cien kilos de aspirinas, dame una tarde libre de tu memoria, regálame un minuto de paz de tu Mirada. Porque te vas, con un pasado y un futuro; mientras yo me quedo acá, con el equipaje en mano, esperando por tu partida. Te vas, liberándote de mí y de todo lo demás. Ya estamos demasiado rotos –broken- por dentro como para curarnos. Tus heridas no cicatrizan, no sanan, no mejoran, no avanzan. Todo tu ser está en ella, y nada en mí. Y solo puedo resignarme a verte, a escucharte mientras me ilusionas. Palabras que quedan grabadas en mi memoria, pero que no son para mí.
Dame una tarde libre de tu memoria; concédeme una noche donde no importe tu pasado. Donde solo exista un presente y un ahora; y un nosotros, por sobre todas las cosas.

Y me pongo los auriculares, en busca de un alivio a esta tarde; pero el mundo y mi destino parecen complotarse para volver a encontrarte en canciones:
I thought that you were safe, but all your cracks show that I could get undressed, you still look depressed. It’s all too much, you’re so cold to touch, and you don’t open up. Your kisses are not what I wanted; your kisses are not what I crave. Your kisses may be a beautiful art, but all I ever wanted was your heart, right from the start.
Then I see that I’m not the only one in your life; and I start to wonder what this girl, she might be like. I look into your eyes when you’ve been crying, to see if the tears that she made are slowly drying. But even if they dry, it doesn’t mean that you’re feeling ok, because you’re still sad inside. All you really need is her to comfort you; but she doesn’t understand, she doesn’t hold your hand.
Her kisses were just what you wanted; her kisses were just what you crave. And her kisses may be a beautiful art, but she doesn’t really care about your heart…

PEARL JAM - FOOTSTEPS

Don't even think about reachin' me, 

I won't be home 

don't even think about stoppin' by,

 don't think of me at all..

"Temón elegiste, ninguna tonta"

Qué mierda me quisiste decir con eso?! Creo que encuentro dos opciones: uno, que estás totalmente encantado de que casualmente (JÁ, claro) nos guste la misma música, o dos, que estás completamente de acuerdo con la letra, en un intento de decirme: mirá nena - o peque - no vamos a volver a vernos. I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star In somebody else's sky.. De que por fin me haya dado cuenta de que no soy nada más que una noche libre en tus sábanas, o una cara que recuerdas como un tal vez. Reafirmando la situación del fin de semana, en mis mil intentos fallidos de que me contestes o de que tengas ganas de que vaya a tu casa. Y esa mierda hacés; aparecés cuando se te da la gana, cuando tenés infierno en tu cuerpo, infierno que me llena de esperanza; y así de fácil te vas. Así de fácil como sos.. Como creí que te controlaba o que te conocía. En un momento te sentí en mis manos, como si bailaras al son de mi música; Decís que te gusta mi puta foto ahí en tu casa, cuando pretendías que you give a damn about me. No sé, me aburrí de escribir de vos. Porque con vos me siento lolita y vos Humbert, me siento que hago todo lo que no sé, que soy interesante, que soy hermosa, que me gustás..

Yo Matipe

• Hace como quieras fiori
• Me gustaría tenerte a mi lado
• Que tu amor y cariño me ayude a salir de todo esto
• Pero nose porque flasheo que es un compromiso para vos
• Nose que pasa por tu cabeza, menos que siente tu corazon
• Cuando me miras hay algo, tu mirada dice que me amas
• Pero tu boca siempre dice que no
• Cuando te pregunto si me extrañas, me decís que no me vas a contestar
• Cuando me besas decís que fue porque no pensaste
• Pero como que cuando te enteras que estoy mal, me hablas y me aconsejas
• Pero, el resto de los días?
• Como estás en el cine o en la costanera o en shophing
• Pensas en como estoy? En si estoy mal? En que tenes ganas de verme?
• Todo lo que hice por vos lo hice por el amor que sentía dentro mio
• Por que veía el brillo que tenes y alusine y me enamore
• Ahora, hoy en día, siento que hice demasiado o que hice muy poco
• Y que perdí mucho... te perdí a vos y a ese brillo y me perdí yo
• Te amo y no voy a olvidarte
  (YO MATIPE, 34 AMIGOS EN COMÚN)
  - El borrador de una entrada antigua. 17/09/2011, 15:24 hora estándar del Pacífico. 

 I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, 

I know you'll be a star 

In somebody else's sky, but why 

Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine..

(Black - Pearl Jam)

Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay

Her legs spread out before me, as her body once did  

SET MY SPIRIT FREE

My body is a cage 
We take what we're given
Just because you've forgotten
doesn't mean that you're forgiven
(Una canción que encontré hoy de casualidad,
hoy de casualidad entra perfecta en mi día que de casualidad
encontré esta canción, que de casualidad es perfecta para mí, hoy)

EYES ON FIRE

I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain..
No voy a alejarte el dolor,no voy a alivianar tu pena.Vas a esperar en vano.Ya no tengo nada que ofrecer..(no voy a salvarte la vida,I'm just a fucked up girlsearching for her own peace of mind)

AT NIGHT I PRAY THAT SOON YOUR FACE WILL FADE AWAY

Everytime I try to fly 

I fall without my wings,

I feel so small.

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face,

It's haunting me..

y cada vez que te veo en mis pesadillas me encuentro con tu cara, me estás cazando.

my weakness caused you pain,

y mis pecados, tu perdón.

(una canción)

I'M LIKE A BIRD, I ONLY FLY AWAY-

¿Cómo te reís y me mentís?¿Cómo te vas perdiendo?¿Cómo despegás del suelo?

¿Cómo transitás el duelo?

Si sos como un pájaro, hija de puta.Lo único que haces es volar lejos.No sabes cuál es tu hogar, no sabes dónde está tu alma. Y si todo lo que sabes es que sos como un fuckin pájaro.

OH, TAKE ME BACK TO THE START.

Come up to meet you,
tell you I´m sorry.
Nobody said it was easy,
it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard.

(I had to find you,
tell you I need you.
Tell you I set you apart)

TROUBLE, YOU HAVE MADE YOUR WORLD MINE; SO WON'T YOU BE FAIR?

You're gonna be trouble, I can tell. 


Trouble, oh trouble 
Can't you see 
You're eating my heart away 
And there's nothing much left of me 

Trouble, oh trouble

Set me free.

WATCHED THE RAIN FALL AS I TOUCHED YOUR FACE

It was dark and I was over, 

until you kissed my lips

and you save me.

My hands, they were strong

but my knees were far too weak 

to stand in your arms

without falling to your feet.

Nada, debilidad. Esa es la palabra.