BIGNETAS

Día no es noche, pero mañana a veces es tarde.
- Mañana será demasiado tarde.

THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER - STEPHEN CHBOSKY

It's like if I blamed my aunt Helen, I would have to blame her dad for hitting her and the friend of the family that fooled around with her when she was little. And the person that fooled around with him. And God for not stopping all this things thar are much worse. 

And I did do that for a while, but then I just couldn't anymore. Because it wasn't going anywhere. Because it wasn't the point.

I'm not the way I am because of what I dreamt and remembered about my aunt Helen. That's what I figured out when things got quiet. And I think that's very important to know. It made things feel clear and together.

Don't get me wrong. I know what happened was important. And I needed to remenber it. But it's like when my doctor told me the story of these two brothers whose dad was a bad alcoholic. One brother grew up to be a sucessful carpenter who never drank. The other brother ended up being a drinker as bad as his dad was. When they asked the first brother why he didn't drink, he said that after he saw what it did to his father, he could never bring himself to even try it. When they asked the other brother, he said that he guessed he learned how to drink on his father's knee.

So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.

SOJA - YOU AND ME

Duelen las quemaduras bajo el agua fría.
Como cuando arden mis llamas
y congelan tus vientos.

Why do you make me chase you around?
So I start it, and you stop it
I want it knowing that you're walking away..

Cubre el maquillaje su falta de amor.
- https://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&feature=endscreen&v=ocDlOD1Hw9k

Vale la pena dejarse llevar,
vale la pena escuchar una canción para morirse,
vale la pena sentir piedras en el corazón,
vale la pena escribir estas palabras,
vale la pena pensar en un futuro,
vale la pena extrañarte,
vale la pena mirarse en el espejo,
vale la pena sentir las quemaduras,
vale la pena llorar,
vale la pena querer morirse,
vale la pena perdonar,
vale la pena salir de la cama todos los días,
vale la pena el presente,
vale la pena esta soledad,
vale la pena amar,
vale la pena intentar ser amado, 
vale la pena resucitar?

NO TE RINDAS - MARIO BENEDETTI

No te rindas, aun estas a tiempo

de alcanzar y comenzar de nuevo,

aceptar tus sombras, enterrar tus miedos,

liberar el lastre, retomar el vuelo.

 

No te rindas que la vida es eso,

continuar el viaje,

perseguir tus sueños,

destrabar el tiempo,

correr los escombros y destapar el cielo.

 

No te rindas, por favor no cedas,

aunque el frio queme,

aunque el miedo muerda,

aunque el sol se esconda y se calle el viento,

aun hay fuego en tu alma,

aun hay vida en tus sueños,

porque la vida es tuya y tuyo tambien el deseo,

porque lo has querido y porque te quiero.

 

Porque existe el vino y el amor, es cierto,

porque no hay heridas que no cure el tiempo,

abrir las puertas quitar los cerrojos,

abandonar las murallas que te protegieron.

 

Vivir la vida y aceptar el reto,

recuperar la risa, ensayar el canto,

bajar la guardia y extender las manos,

desplegar las alas e intentar de nuevo,

celebrar la vida y retomar los cielos,

 

No te rindas por favor no cedas,

aunque el frio queme,

aunque el miedo muerda,

aunque el sol se ponga y se calle el viento,

aun hay fuego en tu alma,

aun hay vida en tus sueños,

porque cada dia es un comienzo,

porque esta es la hora y el mejor momento,

porque no estas sola,

porque yo te quiero.